Feelings
somethings are the way they are and words just can't explain
Friday, August 27, 2004
Was looking at the Redang pictures that my family went last week...and I realised I miss my family a lot...not only my immediate family, but the in-laws, out-laws and the associates....
It has been a family tradition to go to Redang EVERY school holidays...and before I left Malaysia, I was part of the gang...I remembered we had soooo much fun, even by looking at the pictures now, I know I am missing a lot of fun! The whole family, is just part of me, they are in my blood...we spent a lot of time together..holidays, birthday celebrations, or even simple dinner. I am just grateful I have such a lovely family...I do not deny that there are no family matters, but I suppose and hope all these will make the bond stronger. No one can, no one should take the happiness away.

Another thing I realised was that my sister have grown...she has grown a lot, I mean, she is not a little girl anymore, even my cousins...they are all growing up and it made me realise that I am getting older..(opps...am I wiser? I don't think so!! haha...). Anyway, they will always be my lovely younger sisters and brothers in my heart... unconditional love!

Anyway, they had their fun, I had my fun as well =P...I went out with my 3 best friends today. I was very very down lately and they were there to cheer me up, to give me support, to just be there to listen to all my nonsense and answer all my crappy questions...we went to a cafe and had our sticky date pudding, and crap the whole night! Thanks guys..I know u were trying to make me happier, but yeah...it is me who is not moving on..I am trying to...and I know life has to go on.....don't worry!!!